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Repeating
02:54
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Could you tell? I never felt how it felt
To actually do something for myself
Adverse to my poor mental health
You avoided me and were clearly overwhelmed
Its always been you, the only love I ever knew
I understand I'm no Prince (how could anyone be?)
But you never listened to the songs I wrote you
There's so much doubt in my head
So how could I ever want to make amends
If we'd never be more than friends
I write out "I miss you" but I delete it
Why reach out when I know I'm not needed
I swear I'll jump from this bridge but you know I don't mean it
This endless cycle perpetually repeating
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My Heart
03:41
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She made it easy
I wasn't expecting her to fully complete me
And I'm not quite sure if I really deserve it
Nothing is indistinct so I make a wish on her eyelash and think
If this weren't right it would stop when I blink
But It's real and my heart is finally
Home
Not a destination but a person
With space for me to rest
I can feel my heart being put back together again
I can feel her gathering the pieces of all my heart fragments
There's no more dark empty space
She's taken that place
And why she wants me, I can't comprehend
But I can feel my heart being put back together again
Sit next to me
Stand next to me
Lie next to me
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3. |
Let Them Down
04:16
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Do you remember
That one time
We drove home from Vegas
Straight Through the night
You probably don't
Because you were fast asleep
It rained the whole time
But you were still next to me
It's those little things I took for granted
No more little things now that you're not there
It's the little things I miss so dearly
No more little things and so fucking scared
Could you tell me how its gonna be
When there's no trace left of me?
I think if I'm gone completely, give up and let the world beat me
Would you be better off without me
Letting someone love you is the cruelest thing to allow
All it means is you'll inevitably let them down.
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I woke up today in my favorite place
In your arms
Something I just can't replicate
But now it's time for you to be on your way
And I already miss your embrace
How is this happening?
How is this possible?
When are you coming home?
Missing you hollowing out my bones
I'm begging, Please come home
Because I simply cannot be left alone
It's 3am and I'm wide awake
Contemplating every single past mistake
But you're next to me, everything's ok
I'm holding you, it was worth the wait
The only thing keeping me here
Is when you walk through that door
I get a text that says you're near
I've never needed you more
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Yours
04:02
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Without you
I'm floating away again
I need you to reel me back in
Without you
I'm gasping for air again
Remind me and we breathe in unison
I am finally grounded
Pick me
Up off the floor
Use me
Whatever for
Take me
Cause Im not mine anymore
Completely
Yours
You listen when I have no words
You happily teach me when I'm willing to learn
You tie off all of my loose ends
You somehow find me when I'm not always present
Pick me
Up off the floor
Use me
Whatever for
Take me
Im not mine anymore
Completely
Yours
It's hard for me to ever reminisce
On something perpetually colorless
But here, I'm vibrant and I would be remiss
If I never asked you about all the pigment
You've overfilled my life with
Without you
I'm nothing
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6. |
For The Best
05:09
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I'm ready to say goodbye but can't find the words
and now that I'm here, the more it hurts.
To hope, I held on too tight
Instead of finding what felt right
and choosing to be content under the guise of sleepless nights
It's for the best
I can bear the weight of the blame
Logically it makes sense
But I'm still drenched in shame
It's for the best
Even though you've called my name
I'm sorry I couldnt pull through and alleviate this pain
Back and forth back and forth again
I'll just dig myself this hole instead
Back and forth back and forth again
Staring at the ceiling, broken, in someone else's bed
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All My Fault
04:38
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How am I supposed to do this?
This weight on my chest is overwhelming
I'm crippled by all these memories and
Everything I hoped we'd see
Am I missing how it really was
Or just how it was supposed to be?
I lie in bed but I still can't sleep
Regardless of whomevers next to me
They're not you albeit thankfully
A decade wasted my identity
I've come dismantled, could you please build me back up?
I've come unraveled, would you please tie me in a knot?
You couldn't help me at all but somehow this is still all my fault
Yeah, somehow this is still all my fault.
Yeah, I know this is all my fault.
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